Feelings of Worthlessness, Loss of Interest

These feelings are coming back and I am fully aware of it. All kinds of thoughts racing through my head. I cannot relax, cannot sit down and be still. I ventured out to help an NGO with its website and I have not been able to come up with anything. I cannot think except function at a very low level in keeping my household. I try to look at things positively but cannot. I feel hemmed in. I cannot talk with anyone, not even Derrick. I feel that people will not understand...