Conflict of the Heart and the Mind

For years, both my heart and mind have been at war, each speaking to me in different languages.  And for years, I have been "suffering from depression".  All the noise in me and the external noise have caused so much confusion (for the lack of a better word).  I have journeyed to find my self, to understand my self.  I grew up asking the same questions, Who am I!  Why am I me?  I would peer into the mirror and look deep into my eyes to see me.

Now while I am still "in depression, I understand and accept the conditions as part of life.