So what has been happening? A lot of experiences since I discovered Bruno Groening in August 2012. I have now come to really understand all that I have read about in Eckhart Tolle's The Power of Now, Stillness Speaks and A New Earth. And it is all about knowing who I am inside, not who I am outside.
I have come to understand what "illnesses" is all about and how I can help and heal myself, by paying close attention to my body and thoughts, to go beyond the "aches and pains" and "endless repetitive thinking". Oh yes, I still go through all that, but with a greater awareness that these are just passing by, waves in the ocean.
There is so much more peace and calmness in my life now, even if there are little situations now and again. It is what life is about. The situations are there for me to work through and learn from them. I cannot ask for more as I know my life is full of blessings. I can only thank God for all that I have (which is sufficient) and for all the blessings I have received (no matter how small).