So what keeps me going? What drives me in my situation? Well, apart from yoga, meditation, gardening, reading... now it is being active on internet - writing articles for ezinearticles.com and my blogs, learning about twitter and twittering, going into facebook.
Nature, yes, definitely nature - walks in the mornings, gardening, looking out my window when it rains, looking at the tree just outside my bedroom window. Sometimes when there is no breeze, the tree is just so still. Sometimes the leaves move ever so little with the light breeze. Sometimes the branches move back and forth when the wind builds up.
Apart from spending time with my family, it is the quiet time away from my family when they all lay down to sleep. It is so quiet you can hear them breathing (with an occasional snore). The quiet time allows me to really calm down.
