Since the turn of the year, on January 1, I decided to make a change in my life, to see things more optimistically, more positively, to be thankful of who I am, thankful for what I have. Indeed, I am blessed...
Of course, I know that depression will not just go away. It will need lots of work considering all the conditioning in my mind. The way I think has to change. The way I respond (not react) to situations will have to change. I will need to think twice about everything I do. And I have to have faith in life, in God, in myself. Because at the end of the day, only I can help myself.
2010 marks the change in my attitude in life, my behaviour, my thoughts, my actions. I will turn 46 on January 24th and I will leave behind in memories my stories.
I am love and light. I am here to live an ordinary life externally and to live an extraordinary life internally. I will reconnect with my soul wholeheartedly. I will rejoice the awakening of each day. I will live life as it was intended and enjoy it as it was intended. Because life is worth living.
