Of Late ...

Of late, I have not been able to do much writing as my mind keeps straying and cannot stay focused. I find building up CETDEM's website very stressful as my mind cannot think the how-to. I tend to sleep much more these days, feeling very tired from the day's work and the weather which has turned hot and humid. Nights are still filled with dreams. Dreams of water, of me driving my car through a road that is flooded, crossing a bridge over a river. Dreams of me taking a long bicycle trip to somewhere far away.

The only progress I can see are the housework, the cooking, the gardening, the fish growing in the pond and tanks. Which I am grateful.

Still feeling tired and blue after a night of dreams

After a night of dreams, I awake feeling tired and a bit blue.  I do my yoga and meditate for a short while.  The tiredness and blue feeling lift a bit.  But I still feel like I am far away.  

I had a strange dream that I was staying in an old house, a very big old house.  My room was one in a corner but large.  There were many things in the room but most of it were not mine.  The door to the toilet was a bit strange.  One had to bend down to get into the toilet.  There was another bathroom that had a window open to a view.

In one scene, I was shopping with friends.  Then I was back at the house, now located in a university.  We were all changing into wetsuits to play night volleyball on the beach.

The dream was an exagerated one.  The scenes kept changing without making much sense.  But I guess dreams are like that.