Wednesday, January 12, 2011

Climate Change Again

The climate is so uncertain these days. Now it rains, now it is sunny. Now there are floods, now there is a heatwave. And now there are more flooding in the world than most other times. And with flooding, properties get damaged, lives are lost and people get displaced.

Much like my mental state and emotions. Unpredictable. Sometimes it's normal, sometimes moody, sometimes weepy. In good moments, there is laughter and lots of love. In not so good moments, there are tears, angry words and lots of regrets. I am still at wits' end trying to understand my moods and emotions better. Sometimes I decide to just accept it all. Sometimes I do wonder "What if I was normal? If only I was stronger. Etc, Etc.

Climate change is about the certainty of uncertainties. I guess I am like that too.