2-in-1

I feel like a 2-in-1 person.  I had a nice time with my family and Laura who is visiting.  And suddenly I feel blue and weepy.  Tears are just welling in my eyes and I have to control hard so that they do not start to roll.  The head is rushing and gushing with thoughts, I have noted, but I am also controlling it hard so that they do not overwhelm me.