Why am I going through what I am going through?
Why do I keep coming back to this situation?
Why do I see things the way I see things?
Why are my views so distorted?
I have enough and yet I want more.
I have enough and yet I feel it is not enough.
Dr Khatijah thinks that I do not want to leave my secure place. She suggests that I go out and meet people but I say I am not ready.
I feel constricted and tight.
Why do I feel the way I feel?
Lost in my thoughts and lost in the world.
Each day I look out my window and say What a Beautiful Day
Each day I look at my sons and say What beautiful boys I have
Each day I look at my husband and say What a caring man
Each day I look at myself and say What a beautiful being
Yet ever so often I get into this situation and feel so lost.
