Money is now mainly used for the children and grocery. No working clothes and shoes to buy. No expensive cosmetics, no expensive books. No shopping at Branded stores. No eating out unless we do not cook at home, limited to McDonald's once in a while and mamak shops.
I wear simple clothes like shorts and t-shirts, Asadi slippers when I go out. I go walk in the park when I feel I need the space and time alone. I bring Jouwe to Kiara Park stream to catch fish. I read books for free at Borders.
I stay home most of the time, gardening, surfing the net, reading. That is all my mind can cope with right now as depression comes and goes.
