It's been 5 months since I have stopped working. Time flew by so quickly with so many little things to do. Of course, I have more time to rest now, more time for gardening, a bit of time for fishing. But I have yet to discipline myself to writing the ebook on health. I tend to spend time not really doing much. It is so easy to let time slip by and in that time, to look out the window and see the wind teasing the leaves on the tree, listening to the sound of a bird chirping away in a distance, the sound of a car driving by.
I have been in and out of the blue. When I am happy, I am happy. When I feel blue, I just feel blue. It is good that the boys are back at school after a week off. At least now, the house is quiet in the morning.
Then again, I wonder how to get down to really writing when my mind is not at peace.
